Friday, April 16, 2010

so much has been goin on lately... tired xhausted no will left in me 2 go on... im abt 2 gif up.. cnt hold on anymore.. i nid him 2 b here wif me.. 2 tell me he cares... bt i dun c it cumin frm him.. y is dat so???????? m i stl his 2 begin with???? y is he treatin me like a fren... all i nid is emotional support frm him.. nvr haf i asked 4 anyting dat is impossible...

10:36 AM

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I dunno wat 2 say i dunno wat 2 type i dunno wat 2 update... its juz dat so many tings haf been goin on lately.. its aldy reachin up 2 my neck... i wish i cn juz dsappear frm da face of dis earth.... away frm da probs away frm evry1, evrybody... i knw dis is sort of like an escapist bt im really lost... lost frm my direction in life... dunno wer im goin dunno wer im headin... wer do i c myself in 5yrs time???? I DUNNO!!!!

sum1 pls make all dis troubles go away.. pretty pls????

11:28 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Been so long i last updated.. lol... anw here r sum pics of da mentel lil gerl... courtesy of Lis my sister

sweet n gorgeous rite??? lol...

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

*blow dust*.... Dusty old blog i've got here ya... hehehhehe...

Been bz wif werk... (ouh ya did i mention i gt myself a job wif G2000 as sales coordinator???) =)
Nt really my idea of a perfect job bt well its btr den nuthin...

Early dis yr (may or june i gez) i finally sort of found my long l0st cuz Erma aka gegerl on FB...
3 of us (inclusive of my sis) met up 4 a so called reunion cum bday dinner in Vivocitaaaayyy..
I tot i juz plain missed her cos we grew up 2gether bt den i tink i was wrong cos wen i saw her a kinda very hepi feelin overcame me... mcm terobat rindu gitu.. hahahha... i kinda realized i reali reali missed her cos she was once part of my life, my family (i mean stl is lar)
She is nw aldy ngaged 2 Faizal... her bf of 7yrs (all da best u 2)

We juz met up yesterday fer dinner at......

Nice food... great company... burnt prawns.... im lazy 2 b uploadin da pics 1 by 1 so ya'll pls juz view my fb 4 further pics..

My sis, my cuz & urs truly me at inter continental... (went dere cos we needed da loo so badly after chillin at tcc... heheh

my eyes r gettin sleepy nw... slept at 4am cos i cnt get 2 slp... (insomnia???) i juz wanna hit da sack so badly nw... paipai peeps

9:40 PM

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Sumtimes i feel like i haf a boifren only in name... he dun even care abt me... its always his werk, poker & nvrendin online games!!!!!! Im tired... i had enuf of dis..... i dun even asked him 2 pamper me in material wise... bt juz care & concern at least show me he luvs me da way he say it. No he cnt... he fail 2 do so....

8:10 PM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Been a long time since i updated anyting here in my blogspot...
Well actually deres nuthin much 2 update la... Tings r normal xcept dat i haven been very lucky in work wise ever since i left MGTC. As u all knw economy's bad... hard gettin a job... haiz
Im juz kipin my fingers crossed & hope dat i will land myself a job soon.

As 4 me & him... well normal uh... He stl wif his old self. Bz & no time 4 me. I dun get it sumtimes u c... my frenz BFs r well equally bz as him bt y cn dey actually spend time wif GFs. Bt my bf??? Hmmmm... if we ever go out on a date den it'll b a miracle!!!!!!!!!! He dun gif me a cl wen he's hme anymore.... we seldom communicate... juz simple msges cumin frm him nw & den... i dun mean 2 complain & im nt bein demandin bt at least da basic needs frm a man dat evry women nid is TLC!!! Da only time i cn c him is wen he feels like cumin bck 2 my plc 4 a slpover & its like once or twice evry wk... do u pple seriusly tink dat amount of time is enuf??? alek da 11+, mkn mandi main lappy den tdo!!!! i mean i dun get 2 c u always... 4 FUCK sake... kip da lappy away la kn????? do it wen u get hme or at werk. haiz!!!!!!!!!!

Sumtimes he shows dat he cares... sumtimes i cn c dat cumin frm him bt sumtimes he juz has dis heck care attitude dat i do nt unstd y. He always kip 2 dis sentence... pple cn c him at his best wen dey dserve it. Den as his gf dun i dserve him at his best?????????????????? It puzzles me sumtimes. nk kata dia tk syg dia syg... haiz... well at least he nvr fail 2 remember our anni evry mth... lol... deres positive & negative side abt him. he's juz plain stubborn & wun listen 2 anyting pple say.

BUY ME A HAMMER SO I CAN KNOCK DA STUBBORNNESS OFF HIS HEAD!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!

11:56 PM

Saturday, February 28, 2009

3rd March is his 27th bday...bt he kips on sayin its his 17th bday. Cant blame him fer dat...pple livin in denial is always like dat hahahah... well i got him FCUK bag 4 his gift. I hope he likes it. He really nids a big bag 2 fit in all his stuffs.

Even tho its xpensive bt i dun mind lar as long as he's hepi. My only wish 4 him is 2 werk hard, stay hepi & smile always. Hope we do last long tho i sumtime feel like givin up (cos he cn b a really nasty jerk at times u knw heheheh) bt most of all I LURVE HIM LOTS!!!!!!!

I dunno y im sooo in lurve wif him. Deres juz sumting special abt him dat i cnt describe in words. His smile is captivating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok gosh dis is sooo random lar)

He's been so bz remindin pple ard him abt his upcomin bday & asking fer presents. Hahaha.
Tapik cute kn kip on pesterin pple fer presents like small kid sey. hahaha

I hope he will haf a very hepi bday is yr =)

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