Sumtimes i feel like i haf a boifren only in name... he dun even care abt me... its always his werk, poker & nvrendin online games!!!!!! Im tired... i had enuf of dis..... i dun even asked him 2 pamper me in material wise... bt juz care & concern at least show me he luvs me da way he say it. No he cnt... he fail 2 do so....
8:10 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Been a long time since i updated anyting here in my blogspot... Well actually deres nuthin much 2 update la... Tings r normal xcept dat i haven been very lucky in work wise ever since i left MGTC. As u all knw economy's bad... hard gettin a job... haiz Im juz kipin my fingers crossed & hope dat i will land myself a job soon. As 4 me & him... well normal uh... He stl wif his old self. Bz & no time 4 me. I dun get it sumtimes u c... my frenz BFs r well equally bz as him bt y cn dey actually spend time wif GFs. Bt my bf??? Hmmmm... if we ever go out on a date den it'll b a miracle!!!!!!!!!! He dun gif me a cl wen he's hme anymore.... we seldom communicate... juz simple msges cumin frm him nw & den... i dun mean 2 complain & im nt bein demandin bt at least da basic needs frm a man dat evry women nid is TLC!!! Da only time i cn c him is wen he feels like cumin bck 2 my plc 4 a slpover & its like once or twice evry wk... do u pple seriusly tink dat amount of time is enuf??? alek da 11+, mkn mandi main lappy den tdo!!!! i mean i dun get 2 c u always... 4 FUCK sake... kip da lappy away la kn????? do it wen u get hme or at werk. haiz!!!!!!!!!! Sumtimes he shows dat he cares... sumtimes i cn c dat cumin frm him bt sumtimes he juz has dis heck care attitude dat i do nt unstd y. He always kip 2 dis sentence... pple cn c him at his best wen dey dserve it. Den as his gf dun i dserve him at his best?????????????????? It puzzles me sumtimes. nk kata dia tk syg dia syg... haiz... well at least he nvr fail 2 remember our anni evry mth... lol... deres positive & negative side abt him. he's juz plain stubborn & wun listen 2 anyting pple say. BUY ME A HAMMER SO I CAN KNOCK DA STUBBORNNESS OFF HIS HEAD!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!
11:56 PM
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