Well.... its a sleepy monday 4 me... kept dozing off on my workdesk... hehehe.. Lack of slp... was waitin till late 4 Boipren 2 reach hme frm werk... didnt get 2 talk 2 him nor c him dats y... He's been so bz of late.. i mean yeah i knw he's werkin im nt complainin its juz dat im feelin neglected. Gosh... mayb dat time of da mth is cumin dats y im so emo. Hahaha..
He werk evryday... wkdays, wkends, public hols.... etc etc... only gets his off day like wat once a wk & wen he's off im werkin!!! we dun get 2 spend quality time 2gether tho i knw he tries very hard 2 squeeze in watever time he has 2 spend it wif me & he tries 2 make it a point 2 at least cum bck 2 my plc once a wk. Bt of cos i pity him, by da time he reach wlds he's so tired & all... wud i stl haf da heart 2 deprive him of his slp????? he werks like wat 11am - 11pm everyday... 12hrs??? haiz... if i were 2 dprive him of his slp juz so dat we cud spend substantial amount of time 2 gether den i guez he wud haf 2 turn up 4 werk lookin like a zombie.
Im seriously nt da possessive, obssessive & demanding kinda gf. I haf nvr asked him 4 anyting thru out our 3mths rshp. He knws dat himself 4 a fact. Bt den we r kinda drifting apart... we dun communicate dat much.
Arghhh!! its sooo hard 2 xplain in words larr... i knw he luvs me, he always say he do. Bt in a rshp it takes more den juz sayin i luv u evryday 2 dat special sum1. Mayb im juz worried or worse stl juz paranoid dat sumting nt gd will happen 2 us. U knw by drifting apart slowly u cn cause a breakup???? Cause yeah it takes two 2 tango...
Well watever it is im juz gonna kip my fingers crossed & hope things take a turn 4 da btr. If in any way we feel like dis rhsp shdnt continue anymore at least i knw i've tried my best.
Paipai peepz.... imma gonna go on hme nw & juz sit ard & wait 4 his call... stupid??? cos i luv him... dats y =)
4:10 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Its wkend again... well on thurs went 2 dble O wif sis & boipren 2gether wif sista's colleagues... had a pre bday celeb 4 her... her bday's on 9th Nov which is 2mrw btw...after which dey proceeded 2 Living Rm at Mariott. Me & Boipren went hme straight after Dble O cos we r werkin da nxt day. I didnt really enjoy da time dere cos my gastritis was actin up due 2 my late meal 4 da day. wanted 2 go hme earlier bt sis was beggin us 2 stay usin her pathethic stay wif me pls looks. hahaha
Woke up late 4 wrk hehehehe... was sleepy like shit at werk... cud barely open up my eyes. Wen i got hme frm werk on Fri i headed straight 2 da kitchen 4 dinner, eat my medicines (stupid flu & cough dat jus wun go away) Boipren had 2 force me 2 c da doc hehehe. Well bck 2 da story... after poppin da pills & stuff i lepak in my room on da comforts of my own bed while watchin tv... i guess da effects of Dhasedyl (cough syrup) was kickin in, i felt so drowsy dat i fell aslp wifout realisin it. Woking up only dis morning 2 da sounds of my Hp alarm tone. Tk sadar pn yg dearest boipren had msged me at 1.39am saying he juz got hme frm werk hehehe
Am at werk nw... thinking wat shd i do 4 sis 2mrw... wat shd i plan??? she luvs tiramisu shd i get dat 4 her??? Me & boipren had aldy gave her her presents last wk.. bought her Guess wallet dat she had always wanted & also gave her S$50 2 buy anyting she nids.. Boipren gave her a Polo Ralph Polo T. Da youngest in da famz is always pampered huh...
& yeah nw lemme gif boipren a call... to c wat he cn suggest.
Paipai peepz <3
11:47 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Its our 3rd mth 2day.... yesh on 5th of evry mth is our special date =)
& its nice 2 knw dat we r stl so much in luv even tho da so called honeymoon period is up....
He's stl da 1 i look 4ward 2 seein evry time i open my eyes in da mrng & da 1 i wanna say gd nite 2 b4 closin my eyes at nite... da 1 i pine 4 evry minute of da day. I wouldnt say he's my evryting, my heart or my soul cos dat is total exaggeration... bt i do knw 4 sure dat he is & will always be a big part of my life (",)
MD FAIZAL ALI..... I LOVE U....!!!!
9:53 AM
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