3rd March is his 27th bday...bt he kips on sayin its his 17th bday. Cant blame him fer dat...pple livin in denial is always like dat hahahah... well i got him FCUK bag 4 his gift. I hope he likes it. He really nids a big bag 2 fit in all his stuffs.
Even tho its xpensive bt i dun mind lar as long as he's hepi. My only wish 4 him is 2 werk hard, stay hepi & smile always. Hope we do last long tho i sumtime feel like givin up (cos he cn b a really nasty jerk at times u knw heheheh) bt most of all I LURVE HIM LOTS!!!!!!!
I dunno y im sooo in lurve wif him. Deres juz sumting special abt him dat i cnt describe in words. His smile is captivating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok gosh dis is sooo random lar)
He's been so bz remindin pple ard him abt his upcomin bday & asking fer presents. Hahaha. Tapik cute kn kip on pesterin pple fer presents like small kid sey. hahaha
I hope he will haf a very hepi bday is yr =)
8:05 PM
Saturday, February 7, 2009
im stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boipren make me unhepi.... boipren dun unstd me.... boipren nvr try 2 unstd me.... if only he will spend a min 2 put himself in my shoes den i blive he cn really c wat i 1. i dun wish 4 him 2 b showering me wif diamonds, gifts or material wise.. al i ever ask 4 is care & concern frm him. a lil bit of his time is wat i 1 most. we dun go on dates like normal couples. im dprived of dat. im a woman sey i haf feelings. i do wanna feel pampered by a man at times. i feel sooooo neglected by him.
Even on his off days wen im werkin he dosen even bother 2 take da initiative 2 fetch me frm werk etc etc... wat m i 2 him??? wer do i stand in his heart?? am i even his priority?? hw do i entrust my whole life 2 him like dis?? does he even care?? does he even bother??
im in pain... my heart is in pain. Total pain. he always haf dis heck care attitude. even wen i text him saying hw i feel he dun even bother 2 reply me bck. 2 him its unnecessary msg.
Mohamed Faizal Bin Ali aka Fred.... all i nid is ure time, all i want is ure care & concern. all i want is my old Faizal bck. da 1 dat i knw few mths bck da 1 dat had made me hopelessly in luv wif. He was so full of careness. I cn sense his sincerity in watever he had done 4 me.
Bt nw its a total different feeling. im tired i really m. bt i luv him i really luv dis man alot =(
12:13 PM
Welcome!
LuV mY nAme, HaTe My GuTs. .. LuV mE oR HaTe Me... Im StL GoNNa sHiNe... fYi 2 aLL tHoSe HaTerS, sPaMMeRs & WaT NoTs ....pLs dO nT BoThEr 2 TaG Me & EFFING FARK OFF frM mA PaGe!! THK U VERY MUCH....
RheidianaSuziane # In her mid 20s # CrAzY aBt ChEEsE, KiNdEr BuEnOs # ExTrEmELy ShY, QuIeT, sTuBBorn, EXTREMELY HaTe LiaRs!! TeMpErAmEnTaL, sEnSiTiVe, SeCrEtIvE, LuVs DaY DrEaMiNg, EXTREMELY ChOOsY & PiCkY. FoRgEtFuL,cLuMsY & FaMiLy OrIeNtEd # CAN BE VERY PaRaNoId aT cErTaIn TiMe WeN LoSiNg FaiTh iN ppLe DaT I TrUsT # I BeLiEvE DaT hAPPineSS iS nOT a mAtTEr oF gOOd fORtuNE oR wORdlY pOSSessiONs. iT's a mEnTal aTTitUdE. 1 mE 2 B HePi?? ???? fLy Me 2 dA MooN... PLS!!!!????
