Well.... its a sleepy monday 4 me... kept dozing off on my workdesk... hehehe.. Lack of slp... was waitin till late 4 Boipren 2 reach hme frm werk... didnt get 2 talk 2 him nor c him dats y... He's been so bz of late.. i mean yeah i knw he's werkin im nt complainin its juz dat im feelin neglected. Gosh... mayb dat time of da mth is cumin dats y im so emo. Hahaha..
He werk evryday... wkdays, wkends, public hols.... etc etc... only gets his off day like wat once a wk & wen he's off im werkin!!! we dun get 2 spend quality time 2gether tho i knw he tries very hard 2 squeeze in watever time he has 2 spend it wif me & he tries 2 make it a point 2 at least cum bck 2 my plc once a wk. Bt of cos i pity him, by da time he reach wlds he's so tired & all... wud i stl haf da heart 2 deprive him of his slp????? he werks like wat 11am - 11pm everyday... 12hrs??? haiz... if i were 2 dprive him of his slp juz so dat we cud spend substantial amount of time 2 gether den i guez he wud haf 2 turn up 4 werk lookin like a zombie.
Im seriously nt da possessive, obssessive & demanding kinda gf. I haf nvr asked him 4 anyting thru out our 3mths rshp. He knws dat himself 4 a fact. Bt den we r kinda drifting apart... we dun communicate dat much.
Arghhh!! its sooo hard 2 xplain in words larr... i knw he luvs me, he always say he do. Bt in a rshp it takes more den juz sayin i luv u evryday 2 dat special sum1. Mayb im juz worried or worse stl juz paranoid dat sumting nt gd will happen 2 us. U knw by drifting apart slowly u cn cause a breakup???? Cause yeah it takes two 2 tango...
Well watever it is im juz gonna kip my fingers crossed & hope things take a turn 4 da btr. If in any way we feel like dis rhsp shdnt continue anymore at least i knw i've tried my best.
Paipai peepz.... imma gonna go on hme nw & juz sit ard & wait 4 his call... stupid??? cos i luv him... dats y =)
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